De-Ja-Vu — ( C. J. Bartels 1964–Present )
The wind came cold from Malin Head
Across the cliffs and heather gray
The Atlantic rolled beneath the sky
Just like it did that summer day
The gulls still wheel above the rocks
The lighthouse keeps its lonely view
And every step along this shore
Brings back a memory of you… Like De-ja-vu
The evening settles on the coast
A silver mist begins to rise
The distant boats become faint lights
Like scattered stars beneath the skies
I hear your laughter on the wind
The way I always used to
And every rolling swell that breaks
Returns another piece of you… Like De-ja-vu
Wave after wave comes crashing down
The sea remembers what we knew
The salt, the wind, your hand in mine
A thousand moments shining through
Though years have carried you away
And time has changed the ocean’s hue
I stand here where we stood before
And it’s like… De-ja-vu
Never Walk Alone — ( C. J. Bartels 1964–Present )
And the sound of your little feet
Running through the backyard grass
Trying hard to keep up with me
You’d ask a thousand questions
About the stars and where they go
I’d make up half the answers
And we’d watch the fireflies glow
Now you’re sitting at the table
Talking ’bout your hopes and plans
And I still see that little girl
Holding tightly to my hand
The years don’t ask permission
They just roll on down the line
One day you’re teaching them to walk
Then they’re teaching them to say goodbye
Tonight I checked your bedroom
Before I turned out all the lights
Your teddy bear beside you
And your dreams tucked in real tight
The world’s still waiting on you
But one thing I already know
If you keep Jesus in your heart
You’ll never walk alone
Running Man — ( C. J. Bartels 1964–Present )
Sunrise knows my face
Worn out these dusty boots
Still I never found my place
The rivers crossed keep singing out
This is not the life I planned
And yet, I keep running
Because I’m a running man
I’ve followed every county line
Believing I could choose
Holding with both my hands
Afraid of what I’d lose
The mountains bowed before the lands
And were open to the fathers hand
And yet, I did not yield
I took the devil’s stand
Because I was a running man
I’ve carved my name on weathered stone
So time would know I’ve been
The seasons wore the letters down
Like they had never been
Then the road grew quiet underneath my feet
Like it had nothing left to say
And I finally laid my burden down
And watched the light replace the gray
Some doors don’t open to the proud
Some truths don’t shout, they stand
And the louder that you shout
The less you’ll understand
And now, I’m no longer a running man
The Tin Man — ( C. J. Bartels 1964–Present )
His wagon shone like the morning rain
He said, ”I’ve come to trade, your hopes and dreams
For golden and chain
I have a lamp that burns all night
No candle smoke will you ever again bare
The children can quit chasing fireflies
And get out of the evening air
Where the stars fill the sky,
and the heavens shine down on this beautiful land
None of it compares to my lamp
Said the Tin Man
I have a clock that gives you more time
You’ll never forget to do all your chores
Your fields will be plowed before dawn
So your harvest will yield so much more
Why waste the day just sitting around talking
When every minute can be planned
From morning to night, you’ll stay busy
Said the Tin Man
And I know a guy that will tell you all About your problems
All you have to do is sit down in his chair
He’ll take your coat and make you feel so welcome
And it will be quiet and I promise he will be fair
As he tells you your right
And everyone else is wrong
Take my word, it’s worth the cost
To keep you right where you belong
And as the years rolled by, like iron wheels
On a long slow train
Each town grew richer and busier
Each day
He carried newer, and finer things
The best that money could buy or could be made
Yet every smile behind each face
Started to look just a little frayed
And then one day
A widow watched him pass
When she looked at him and whispered low
“I’ve seen your kind (come and go) before and I know what you sew
You’ve sold them more than shiny things
I know your game
You turned their eyes from what mattered most
Then watched them drift away”
Then the Tin Man tipped his hat
And quietly answered in a deep moan
Referring back to the streets of pride and polish
Where the hearts no longer shone
And he grinned from beneath his brim
That was covered in dust and sand
And said “Shiny things, my dear… shiny things
All I had to do was hold them in my hand.”
Laughed the Tin Man
Just Before The Fall — ( C. J. Bartels 1964–Present )
Where eagles ride the wind
I’ve crossed the darkest forests deep,
Where few have ever been
I told myself no road too steep
Could ever make me crawl
Then I found my greatest mountain
Just Before the Fall
I’ve sailed where angry oceans rose
And stars refused to shine
I’ve wandered deserts scorched by sun
Believing strength was mine
I laughed at every storm I faced
Convinced I’d conquered all
Then the words I heard as a child, whispered
Just Before the Fall
I’ve walked where ancient kingdoms slept
Their crowns beneath the clay
I’ve searched through ruins left by time
Where mighty empires lay
I thought my name would never fade
My footsteps standing tall
Then history whispered quietly
Just Before the Fall
Before honor is humility
A lesson hard to learn
.
Yet the tallest flames can light the night
and stillI got burned
.
The quiet soul keeps listening
,
While boastful hearts are loud and call
.
That’s why the first step down is seldom seen
.
Just Before the Fall
The Bear — ( C. J. Bartels 1964–Present )
- I heard the pines in winter sway
- Their whispers soft through night and day
- As snow fell deep in silent grace
- Across the wild and frozen place
And in that hush, so cold, so wide,
A great bear wandered, slow with stride,
Through drifts that rose to meet his chest
In search of sleep, in search of rest
The wind would hum through branch and bone
A lonely, ancient forest tone
And though no bell nor choir was near
The woods themselves rang sharp and clear
And the stars above like embers glowed
As seasons shifted, and her heart-rate slowed
And time stood still, in that frozen land
As she lay her head on the cold white sand
For life persists where few may see
In root and claw, in quiet decree
That even here, in frost’s embrace
There beats a wild, enduring grace
And so he found beneath the pine
A hollowed earth, a sacred shrine
Where heart slowed down and breath grew deep
And winter sang him into sleep
Still through the cold, the forest lay
And whispered truths not heard by day
That peace is found where stillness stays
And strength endures through silent ways
Sleep little one
Home— ( C. J. Bartels 1964–Present )
Sold my soul for adventure
and I remember how they cried
As I kissed my wife and held my son
And I said goodbye
And as I was leaving….She slipped a Bible in my hand
And whispered, Wherever you roam
Even if you don’t find your treasure
This will always be your home.
And in time, The forests stretched for endless days
And the maps became a lie
Every mile was bought with blood
Beneath a cold indifferent sky
The wolves could smell my fear at night
as I wandered, all alone
Chasing a dream that had disappeared…
And gone back to the land I had known
The mountain winds cut through my coat
The river chilled me to the bone
As I searched for the gold
And all I found was gravel and stone
AN now, I can still see her standing in the yard
Her dress beneath the sun
And the children racing through the grass
I can remember the fun
Their fading smiles haunted me
The book she gave me gone
The only thing I had left from them
Was a distant memory of a place I used to call home.
So if someone finds these weathered words
Long after I am gone
Tell those I loved I finally learned
What mattered all along
That the richest man is not the one that left for treasure and adventure
The richest man is the one that knows where to call home
The Climb — ( C. J. Bartels 1964–Present )
And the spruce stood dark in the duskaAs the cold stars filled the sky.
But high above where winds sweep and roam,
The mountain waited for me to leave … the warmth of my home.
I left the trail where the sled dogs turned
from the cabin flame,
To where the white slopes whispered their quiet claim.
The snow was deep
and air thin
As I climbed, further away
from the world of men.
The Yukon wind has a lonely song
that it sings through rock and pine;
It tells of roads that are steep and longaAnd a truth that is not easy to find.
To the peaks that stand cold and alone,
With the storm clouds wrapped about;
Like flesh and bone
By noon the sky was a burning blue
and the ridges flashed like glass
Every step fought against me
before the snow began to fall and cover my path.
And yet, It was the silence that took hold,
like a living thing
And settled around me,
When I heard the cry of a raven sing
And then at last, I stood
where the sharp winds tear and roam
Where the earth falls off and the sky descends like a frozen, endless dome.
And I knew more than ever before,
though the climb was a weary fight
That a man can find more than anywhere else
in those empty heights
The mountains hold what the towns forget—
The measure of breath and soul
And the sky, so quiet
it makes you whole.
And though I had no choice but to turn back
to where the dim blue rivers wind,
I never again felt like I felt
Standing on that summit
Before I left the summit behind.
The Men That Don't Fit In — ( Robert Service 1874-1958 )
The Cremation of Sam McGee — ( Robert Service 1874-1958 )
Rosalee — ( C. J. Bartels 1964–Present )
(Inspired by Edger Allan Poe’s “Annabel Lee” 1849)
It was many and many a year ago,
By the edge of the deep blue sea,
That a maiden there lived whom the harbor knew
By the name of Rosalee;
And her heart was bound to a sailor bold
Who would one day sail from she.
He was young and she was young,
By the edge of the deep blue sea,
And they loved with a love that was more than love—
As wild as the restless sea—
With a love that the winds in the evening tide
Seemed to sing so endlessly.
And on the night that the storm clouds came,
Ov’er the face of the deep blue sea,
When the wind it rose and it spoke his name
To the crew from the darkening lee;
The sky fell down and the mast was torn,
And it carried him far from she.
And as the days went by, no ship returned
From the wrath of the deep blue sea,
The bells tolled for the ones’
In the grave of the restless sea;
But she stood where the tide meets stone
For she would not let him be.
and so she set out alone in a boat at row
On the face of the deep blue sea,
With the stars above and the name of her love
whispering, quietly;
But the waves grew high and the winds grew wild,
And they swallowed her boat at sea
For it takes and keeps what the heart would hold,
In its cold eternity;
Now the moon still shines on that quiet shore
By the edge of the deep blue sea,
And the wind still hums of a love once lost
Of the young man and Rosalee
For beneath those waves where the cold tides sleep,
They are bound—and forever free
The boy and Rosalee.
Stopping by Woods on a Snowy Evening — (Robert Frost)
His house is in the village though;
He will not see me stopping here
To watch his woods fill up with snow.
My little horse must think it queer
To stop without a farmhouse near
Between the woods and frozen lake
The darkest evening of the year.
He gives his harness bells a shake
To ask if there is some mistake.
The only other sound’s the sweep
Of easy wind and downy flake.
The woods are lovely, dark and deep,
But I have promises to keep,
And miles to go before I sleep,
And miles to go before I sleep.

