De-Ja-Vu
Poet: C. J. Bartels (1964–Present)
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De-Ja-Vu — ( C. J. Bartels 1964–Present )

The wind came cold from Malin Head
Across the cliffs and heather gray
The Atlantic rolled beneath the sky
Just like it did that summer day

The gulls still wheel above the rocks
The lighthouse keeps its lonely view
And every step along this shore
Brings back a memory of you… Like De-ja-vu

The evening settles on the coast
A silver mist begins to rise
The distant boats become faint lights
Like scattered stars beneath the skies

I hear your laughter on the wind
The way I always used to 
And every rolling swell that breaks
Returns another piece of you… Like De-ja-vu

Wave after wave comes crashing down
The sea remembers what we knew
The salt, the wind, your hand in mine
A thousand moments shining through

Though years have carried you away
And time has changed the ocean’s hue
I stand here where we stood before
And it’s like… De-ja-vu

The Bear (2021)
Poet: C. J. Bartels (1964–Present)
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The Bear — ( C. J. Bartels 1964–Present )
      I heard the pines in winter sway

 

      Their whispers soft through night and day

 

      As snow fell deep in silent grace

 

      Across the wild and frozen place

 

And in that hush, so cold, so wide,
A great bear wandered, slow with stride,
Through drifts that rose to meet his chest
In search of sleep, in search of rest

The wind would hum through branch and bone
A lonely, ancient forest tone
And though no bell nor choir was near
The woods themselves rang sharp and clear

And the stars above like embers glowed
As seasons shifted, and her heart-rate slowed
And time stood still, in that frozen land
As she lay her head on the cold white sand

For life persists where few may see
In root and claw, in quiet decree
That even here, in frost’s embrace
There beats a wild, enduring grace

And so he found beneath the pine
A hollowed earth, a sacred shrine
Where heart slowed down and breath grew deep
And winter sang him into sleep

Still through the cold, the forest lay
And whispered truths not heard by day
That peace is found where stillness stays
And strength endures through silent ways

Sleep little one

The Climb (2026)
Poet: C. J. Bartels (1964–Present)
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The Climb — ( C. J. Bartels 1964–Present )
The valley slept in a drift of snow
 where the frozen rivers lie,
And the spruce stood dark in the duskaAs the cold stars filled the sky.
But high above where winds sweep and roam,
The mountain waited for me
to leave … the warmth of my home.

I left the trail where the sled dogs turned
from the cabin flame,
To where the white slopes whispered their quiet claim.
The snow was deep
and air thin
As I climbed, further away
from the world of men.

The Yukon wind has a lonely song 
that it sings through rock and pine;
It tells of roads that are steep and longaAnd a truth that is not easy to find.
To the peaks that stand cold and alone,
With the storm clouds wrapped about;
Like flesh and bone

By noon the sky was a burning blue
 and the ridges flashed like glass
Every step fought against me
 before the snow began to fall and cover my path.
And yet, It was the silence that took hold,
like a living thing
And settled around me,
When I heard the cry of a raven sing

And then at last, I stood
 where the sharp winds tear and roam
Where the earth falls off and the sky descends like a frozen, endless dome.
And I knew more than ever before,
though the climb was a weary fight
That a man can find more than anywhere else
in those empty heights

The mountains hold what the towns forget—
The measure of breath and soul
And the sky, so quiet 
it makes you whole.
And though I had no choice but to turn back 
to where the dim blue rivers wind,
I never again felt like I felt
Standing on that summit
Before I left the summit behind.

Never Walk Alone (2026)
Poet: C. J. Bartels (1964–Present)
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Never Walk Alone — ( C. J. Bartels 1964–Present )
I remember that old gravel road

And the sound of your little feet

Running through the backyard grass

Trying hard to keep up with me

You’d ask a thousand questions

About the stars and where they go

I’d make up half the answers

And we’d watch the fireflies glow

Now you’re sitting at the table

Talking ’bout your hopes and plans

And I still see that little girl

Holding tightly to my hand

The years don’t ask permission

They just roll on down the line

One day you’re teaching them to walk

Then they’re teaching them to say goodbye

Tonight I checked your bedroom

Before I turned out all the lights

Your teddy bear beside you

And your dreams tucked in real tight

The world’s still waiting on you

But one thing I already know
If you keep Jesus in your heart
You’ll never walk alone

The Cremation of Sam McGee (1907)
Poet: Robert Service (1874–1958)
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The Cremation of Sam McGee — ( Robert Service 1874-1958 )
There are strange things done in the midnight sun
      By the men who moil for gold;
The Arctic trails have their secret tales
      That would make your blood run cold;
The Northern Lights have seen queer sights,
      But the queerest they ever did see
Was that night on the marge of Lake Lebarge
      I cremated Sam McGee.

Now Sam McGee was from Tennessee, where the cotton blooms and blows.
Why he left his home in the South to roam ’round the Pole, God only knows.
He was always cold, but the land of gold seemed to hold him like a spell;
Though he’d often say in his homely way that “he’d sooner live in hell.”
On a Christmas Day we were mushing our way over the Dawson trail.
Talk of your cold! through the parka’s fold it stabbed like a driven nail.
If our eyes we’d close, then the lashes froze till sometimes we couldn’t see;
It wasn’t much fun, but the only one to whimper was Sam McGee.
And that very night, as we lay packed tight in our robes beneath the snow,
And the dogs were fed, and the stars o’erhead were dancing heel and toe,
He turned to me, and “Cap,” says he, “I’ll cash in this trip, I guess;
And if I do, I’m asking that you won’t refuse my last request.”
Well, he seemed so low that I couldn’t say no; then he says with a sort of moan:
“It’s the cursèd cold, and it’s got right hold till I’m chilled clean through to the bone.
Yet ’tain’t being dead—it’s my awful dread of the icy grave that pains;
So I want you to swear that, foul or fair, you’ll cremate my last remains.”
A pal’s last need is a thing to heed, so I swore I would not fail;
And we started on at the streak of dawn; but God! he looked ghastly pale.
He crouched on the sleigh, and he raved all day of his home in Tennessee;
And before nightfall a corpse was all that was left of Sam McGee.
There wasn’t a breath in that land of death, and I hurried, horror-driven,
With a corpse half hid that I couldn’t get rid, because of a promise given;
It was lashed to the sleigh, and it seemed to say: “You may tax your brawn and brains,
But you promised true, and it’s up to you to cremate those last remains.”
Now a promise made is a debt unpaid, and the trail has its own stern code.
In the days to come, though my lips were dumb, in my heart how I cursed that load.
In the long, long night, by the lone firelight, while the huskies, round in a ring,
Howled out their woes to the homeless snows— O God! how I loathed the thing.
And every day that quiet clay seemed to heavy and heavier grow;
And on I went, though the dogs were spent and the grub was getting low;
The trail was bad, and I felt half mad, but I swore I would not give in;
And I’d often sing to the hateful thing, and it hearkened with a grin.
Till I came to the marge of Lake Lebarge, and a derelict there lay;
It was jammed in the ice, but I saw in a trice it was called the “Alice May.”
And I looked at it, and I thought a bit, and I looked at my frozen chum;
Then “Here,” said I, with a sudden cry, “is my cre-ma-tor-eum.”
Some planks I tore from the cabin floor, and I lit the boiler fire;
Some coal I found that was lying around, and I heaped the fuel higher;
The flames just soared, and the furnace roared—such a blaze you seldom see;
And I burrowed a hole in the glowing coal, and I stuffed in Sam McGee.
Then I made a hike, for I didn’t like to hear him sizzle so;
And the heavens scowled, and the huskies howled, and the wind began to blow.
It was icy cold, but the hot sweat rolled down my cheeks, and I don’t know why;
And the greasy smoke in an inky cloak went streaking down the sky.
I do not know how long in the snow I wrestled with grisly fear;
But the stars came out and they danced about ere again I ventured near;
I was sick with dread, but I bravely said: “I’ll just take a peep inside.
I guess he’s cooked, and it’s time I looked”; … then the door I opened wide.
And there sat Sam, looking cool and calm, in the heart of the furnace roar;
And he wore a smile you could see a mile, and he said: “Please close that door.
It’s fine in here, but I greatly fear you’ll let in the cold and storm—
Since I left Plumtree, down in Tennessee, it’s the first time I’ve been warm.”

There are strange things done in the midnight sun
      By the men who moil for gold;
The Arctic trails have their secret tales
      That would make your blood run cold;
The Northern Lights have seen queer sights,
      But the queerest they ever did see
Was that night on the marge of Lake Lebarge
      I cremated Sam McGee.
The Men That Don't Fit In (1911)
Poet: Robert Service (1874-1958)
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The Men That Don't Fit In — ( Robert Service 1874-1958 )
There’s a race of men that don’t fit in,
    A race that can’t stay still;
So they break the hearts of kith and kin,
    And they roam the world at will.
They range the field and they rove the flood,
    And they climb the mountain’s crest;
Theirs is the curse of the gypsy blood,
    And they don’t know how to rest.
If they just went straight they might go far;
    They are strong and brave and true;
But they’re always tired of the things that are,
    And they want the strange and new.
They say: “Could I find my proper groove,
    What a deep mark I would make!”
So they chop and change, and each fresh move
    Is only a fresh mistake.
And each forgets, as he strips and runs
    With a brilliant, fitful pace,
It’s the steady, quiet, plodding ones
    Who win in the lifelong race.
And each forgets that his youth has fled,
    Forgets that his prime is past,
Till he stands one day, with a hope that’s dead,
    In the glare of the truth at last.
He has failed, he has failed; he has missed his chance;
    He has just done things by half.
Life’s been a jolly good joke on him,
    And now is the time to laugh.
Ha, ha! He is one of the Legion Lost;
    He was never meant to win;
He’s a rolling stone, and it’s bred in the bone;
    He’s a man who won’t fit in.
Rosalee (2026)
Poet: C. J. Bartels (1964–Present) - Influenced by Edger Allan Poe's Annabel Lee (1849)
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Rosalee — ( C. J. Bartels 1964–Present )

(Inspired by Edger Allan Poe’s “Annabel Lee” 1849)

It was many and many a year ago,
By the edge of the deep blue sea,
That a maiden there lived whom the harbor knew
By the name of Rosalee;

And her heart was bound to a sailor bold
Who would one day sail from she.

He was young and she was young,
By the edge of the deep blue sea,

And they loved with a love that was more than love—
As wild as the restless sea—
With a love that the winds in the evening tide
Seemed to sing so endlessly.

And on the night that the storm clouds came,
Ov’er the face of the deep blue sea,
When the wind it rose and it spoke his name
To the crew from the darkening lee;

The sky fell down and the mast was torn,
And it carried him far from she.
And as the days went by, no ship returned
From the wrath of the deep blue sea,

The bells tolled for the ones’
In the grave of the restless sea;
But she stood where the tide meets stone
For she would not let him be.

and so she set out alone in a boat at row
On the face of the deep blue sea,
With the stars above and the name of her love
whispering, quietly;

But the waves grew high and the winds grew wild,
And they swallowed her boat at sea

For it takes and keeps what the heart would hold,
In its cold eternity;

Now the moon still shines on that quiet shore
By the edge of the deep blue sea,
And the wind still hums of a love once lost
Of the young man and Rosalee
For beneath those waves where the cold tides sleep,
They are bound—and forever free

The boy and Rosalee.

Stopping by Woods on a Snowy Evening (1922)
Poet: Robert Frost (1874–1963)
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Stopping by Woods on a Snowy Evening — (Robert Frost)
Whose woods these are I think I know.
His house is in the village though;
He will not see me stopping here
To watch his woods fill up with snow.

My little horse must think it queer
To stop without a farmhouse near
Between the woods and frozen lake
The darkest evening of the year.

He gives his harness bells a shake
To ask if there is some mistake.
The only other sound’s the sweep
Of easy wind and downy flake.

The woods are lovely, dark and deep,
But I have promises to keep,
And miles to go before I sleep,
And miles to go before I sleep.

The River (2025)
Poet: C. J. Bartels (1964-Present)
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The River — ( C. J. Bartels 1964–Present )

At the mouth of the Kenai, where the salt meets the stream
The salmon were stirring, like in Ahab’s dreams
And the Tide was rolling, with a whispering roar
As we stood there and waited, on that gravel shore

Rods in hand, and the clouds overhead
The rain kissed our jackets, but not a word was said
For the fish—they were coming, thick as the sea
And the river was calling to my friends… my friends and me.

They moved against the current, like a forest on fire
Their journey a struggle, Yet, they never seem to tire
We watched them like a herd, returning once more
Their backs breaking water, just feet from the shore

One tug, then another, as reels started to spin
A cheer from the bank, as the battle begins
Steel in the current, and hands wet with pride
Each catch like a secret, that the river… the river couldn’t hide.

We added to memories, in the sweet morning breeze
Of the one that slipped off, and the catch we released
No prize or number, could ever compare—
To the joy in the current, and the calm in the air

Now the firewood crackles, as evening sets in
Our clothes smell like the water, our faces a-grin
With fish in the cooler, and the stars overhead
We toast to the river, and friends, that it fed

Lines in the water, sun on our skin
Laugh’in and reeling, with friends… good friends
Moments like these, run strong and run deep
In the heart of the Kenai

with friends… dear friends

Silence of the North (Instrumental)
Music: C. J. Bartels (1964-Present)
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Thank you for listening.

C. J. Bartels