De-Ja-Vu — ( C. J. Bartels 1964–Present )
The wind came cold from Malin Head
Across the cliffs and heather gray
The Atlantic rolled beneath the sky
Just like it did that summer day
The gulls still wheel above the rocks
The lighthouse keeps its lonely view
And every step along this shore
Brings back a memory of you… Like De-ja-vu
The evening settles on the coast
A silver mist begins to rise
The distant boats become faint lights
Like scattered stars beneath the skies
I hear your laughter on the wind
The way I always used to
And every rolling swell that breaks
Returns another piece of you… Like De-ja-vu
Wave after wave comes crashing down
The sea remembers what we knew
The salt, the wind, your hand in mine
A thousand moments shining through
Though years have carried you away
And time has changed the ocean’s hue
I stand here where we stood before
And it’s like… De-ja-vu
The Bear — ( C. J. Bartels 1964–Present )
- I heard the pines in winter sway
- Their whispers soft through night and day
- As snow fell deep in silent grace
- Across the wild and frozen place
And in that hush, so cold, so wide,
A great bear wandered, slow with stride,
Through drifts that rose to meet his chest
In search of sleep, in search of rest
The wind would hum through branch and bone
A lonely, ancient forest tone
And though no bell nor choir was near
The woods themselves rang sharp and clear
And the stars above like embers glowed
As seasons shifted, and her heart-rate slowed
And time stood still, in that frozen land
As she lay her head on the cold white sand
For life persists where few may see
In root and claw, in quiet decree
That even here, in frost’s embrace
There beats a wild, enduring grace
And so he found beneath the pine
A hollowed earth, a sacred shrine
Where heart slowed down and breath grew deep
And winter sang him into sleep
Still through the cold, the forest lay
And whispered truths not heard by day
That peace is found where stillness stays
And strength endures through silent ways
Sleep little one
The Climb — ( C. J. Bartels 1964–Present )
And the spruce stood dark in the duskaAs the cold stars filled the sky.
But high above where winds sweep and roam,
The mountain waited for me to leave … the warmth of my home.
I left the trail where the sled dogs turned
from the cabin flame,
To where the white slopes whispered their quiet claim.
The snow was deep
and air thin
As I climbed, further away
from the world of men.
The Yukon wind has a lonely song
that it sings through rock and pine;
It tells of roads that are steep and longaAnd a truth that is not easy to find.
To the peaks that stand cold and alone,
With the storm clouds wrapped about;
Like flesh and bone
By noon the sky was a burning blue
and the ridges flashed like glass
Every step fought against me
before the snow began to fall and cover my path.
And yet, It was the silence that took hold,
like a living thing
And settled around me,
When I heard the cry of a raven sing
And then at last, I stood
where the sharp winds tear and roam
Where the earth falls off and the sky descends like a frozen, endless dome.
And I knew more than ever before,
though the climb was a weary fight
That a man can find more than anywhere else
in those empty heights
The mountains hold what the towns forget—
The measure of breath and soul
And the sky, so quiet
it makes you whole.
And though I had no choice but to turn back
to where the dim blue rivers wind,
I never again felt like I felt
Standing on that summit
Before I left the summit behind.
Never Walk Alone — ( C. J. Bartels 1964–Present )
And the sound of your little feet
Running through the backyard grass
Trying hard to keep up with me
You’d ask a thousand questions
About the stars and where they go
I’d make up half the answers
And we’d watch the fireflies glow
Now you’re sitting at the table
Talking ’bout your hopes and plans
And I still see that little girl
Holding tightly to my hand
The years don’t ask permission
They just roll on down the line
One day you’re teaching them to walk
Then they’re teaching them to say goodbye
Tonight I checked your bedroom
Before I turned out all the lights
Your teddy bear beside you
And your dreams tucked in real tight
The world’s still waiting on you
But one thing I already know
If you keep Jesus in your heart
You’ll never walk alone
The Cremation of Sam McGee — ( Robert Service 1874-1958 )
The Men That Don't Fit In — ( Robert Service 1874-1958 )
Rosalee — ( C. J. Bartels 1964–Present )
(Inspired by Edger Allan Poe’s “Annabel Lee” 1849)
It was many and many a year ago,
By the edge of the deep blue sea,
That a maiden there lived whom the harbor knew
By the name of Rosalee;
And her heart was bound to a sailor bold
Who would one day sail from she.
He was young and she was young,
By the edge of the deep blue sea,
And they loved with a love that was more than love—
As wild as the restless sea—
With a love that the winds in the evening tide
Seemed to sing so endlessly.
And on the night that the storm clouds came,
Ov’er the face of the deep blue sea,
When the wind it rose and it spoke his name
To the crew from the darkening lee;
The sky fell down and the mast was torn,
And it carried him far from she.
And as the days went by, no ship returned
From the wrath of the deep blue sea,
The bells tolled for the ones’
In the grave of the restless sea;
But she stood where the tide meets stone
For she would not let him be.
and so she set out alone in a boat at row
On the face of the deep blue sea,
With the stars above and the name of her love
whispering, quietly;
But the waves grew high and the winds grew wild,
And they swallowed her boat at sea
For it takes and keeps what the heart would hold,
In its cold eternity;
Now the moon still shines on that quiet shore
By the edge of the deep blue sea,
And the wind still hums of a love once lost
Of the young man and Rosalee
For beneath those waves where the cold tides sleep,
They are bound—and forever free
The boy and Rosalee.
Stopping by Woods on a Snowy Evening — (Robert Frost)
His house is in the village though;
He will not see me stopping here
To watch his woods fill up with snow.
My little horse must think it queer
To stop without a farmhouse near
Between the woods and frozen lake
The darkest evening of the year.
He gives his harness bells a shake
To ask if there is some mistake.
The only other sound’s the sweep
Of easy wind and downy flake.
The woods are lovely, dark and deep,
But I have promises to keep,
And miles to go before I sleep,
And miles to go before I sleep.
The River — ( C. J. Bartels 1964–Present )
At the mouth of the Kenai, where the salt meets the stream
The salmon were stirring, like in Ahab’s dreams
And the Tide was rolling, with a whispering roar
As we stood there and waited, on that gravel shore
Rods in hand, and the clouds overhead
The rain kissed our jackets, but not a word was said
For the fish—they were coming, thick as the sea
And the river was calling to my friends… my friends and me.
They moved against the current, like a forest on fire
Their journey a struggle, Yet, they never seem to tire
We watched them like a herd, returning once more
Their backs breaking water, just feet from the shore
One tug, then another, as reels started to spin
A cheer from the bank, as the battle begins
Steel in the current, and hands wet with pride
Each catch like a secret, that the river… the river couldn’t hide.
We added to memories, in the sweet morning breeze
Of the one that slipped off, and the catch we released
No prize or number, could ever compare—
To the joy in the current, and the calm in the air
Now the firewood crackles, as evening sets in
Our clothes smell like the water, our faces a-grin
With fish in the cooler, and the stars overhead
We toast to the river, and friends, that it fed
Lines in the water, sun on our skin
Laugh’in and reeling, with friends… good friends
Moments like these, run strong and run deep
In the heart of the Kenai
with friends… dear friends

